tenses

i knew i recognised tenses in the bible for a reason...and as i read that verse...before andrew could say it...it hit me...."was that just said in past tense"

yup you got it right god had made him already the father of nations....and as yeah tears welled and i shook my head even though i was nudged to repeat the lines

i am beautiful and wonderfully made... and didn't actually say it till much later...

so god called me esther...and i remember when i was in perth ps.wayne's wife roxana used to tell me all the time..she reminded me everytime i walked into the church...what my name meant and that god named you with a purpose....and it was the perfect name for you....and that i was everything esther stood for...

so i never finished studying esther toroughly i've got the book for the character study but yeah still going through it:

anyways...what does esther stand for.... in basicness it means star...

esther was the new name bestowed upon hadassah which also means myrtle...and a myrtle is said to be a twinkling star....

another Midrashic explanation: that she was as beautiful as the Evening Star

ok...while by now u're thinking ok we get it u're pretty u're a star and u can stop being so p'rasan about it...actually i'm not...this is somethign that i choose to write if for no one but myself...because i needed to believe what god believes me to be....

it's so funny that i a person who cannot at all see beauty in me...my the bible says this about esther

2:7 This girl, who was also known as Esther, was lovely in form and features (in nkjv it says lovely and beautiful...)

are u serious the b word on me!!! yeah...so my job here on out...is to own the name that i was given....

to have the favour of god...wisdom and heck you know what the beauty that god's already place there... :)

ciao folks...figure out your name today!